Wednesday 9th November 2011

Today was okay, I had one lesson, which was awesome! Only one hour of college! My driving test is on monday and i’m kinda nervous. Okay that’s an understatement, I’m unbelievably nervous. Seems as it’s my second test, I feel that if I’ve failed once, then I will again. I know I’m being pessimistic, it’s one of my worst traits: my inability to see positive outcomes in whatever I do. It’s a different story when it’s other people, I can be optimistic then. I just have low self esteem I guess. Tomorrow will be exactly two months until my 18th Birthday! Wow. I ‘ll be old-ish. I don’t want to be 18, I quite liked being 16, 17 sucks: majory. This year has been crap. I’ve also decided I regret EVER dying my hair. I want it long and natural and the only way to do that is to shave it all off. Well maybe just grow it out but then it will look horrid for like 6 years! For my 18th I want to go shopping in the new shopping centre in London where all the celebs go, at least this year I won’t spend it crying in my room because I’m another year older ( I’m a weird child). I really want a Kindle.Their so cool, it’s facinating you can have hundreds of books all in that tiny tablet shaped thing. Deffo one for the christmas list! :)