November 2011
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Wednesday 9th November 2011
Today was okay, I had one lesson, which was awesome! Only one hour of college! My driving test is on monday and i’m kinda nervous. Okay that’s an understatement, I’m unbelievably nervous. Seems as it’s my second test, I feel that if I’ve failed once, then I will again. I know I’m being pessimistic, it’s one of my worst traits: my inability to see positive...
Fearless
Taylor Swift made me FEARLESS to SPEAK NOW.
Keep fighting and be Fearless.
Every day is a struggle, to go to college and continue my facade of being okay, of smiling on the outside and screaming on the inside, banging against invisible walls, hoping someone will hear me, someone will tell me that everything is going to be okay. Every night tears stream down my face, hastily wiped away in shame, I don’t want this, this constant worry and pain, the knot in my chest, the...